never before in my life has something been so clear.
I need to be there
I need to leave.
However,
never has something been so unsure.
I need to know that I am going for myself,
not because somewhere in my heart I hope
that you love me too.
I need to know that I can be on my own.
I need this to be real.
but maybe not with you.
pretty much this is my ramblings. they are most likely offensive, and pretty much just whatever pops into my head. I generally don't edit them, i usually write them in my notebook while i am out. or i have a thought and just go. Oh if you think its about you. it totally is. because the world revolves around you alone. so get over yourself. also i use a lot of sarcasm. if you can't handle it you probably shouldn't read these.
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