a hint of nostalgia

i remember
when i was a sophmore
and you were a junior
and we went to colorado for school
and i thought you were cute

then we had
that stupid
leadership group
and you smashed a board
and i showed up to
sell shirts
and see you play
because you
were the best

i must admit i hadnt thought of you
until now
seeing pictures of you
in uniform
i still think you are cute

but not as much as i used to

so i think everyone
loves a man in uniform.

i think

i will find one
but really

i just want to be out

seeing the world

looking at everything

with just the bare necessity’s

i am envious

of the people who can do that everyday.
and just be happy

thinking about what i want
or what i could do
makes me think of when i
was happy.

it gives me
a hint of nostalgia

enough to
drive
me
crazy