my body fucking hurts
its ahrd to believe that just 2 days ago i was happier than i had been in a long time
i saw you
and my heart stopped
i was so happy
the cold
the snow on the ground
it was right
we had a magical day
woke up
you made breakfast
we drank wine
you got high
it was a good day
a good fucking day
then i went to your play
it was fabulous.
i voted 3 times
then i got home
its amazing how something like a puddle of urine can change everything.
my cat is dieing
my mom had cancer
i hate college
MY CAT IS GOING TO DIE
MY MOTHER MAY HAVE A CANCER RELAPSE
AND I FUCKING HATE COLLEGE AND AM DOING POORLY
but somehow
i feel safe
sobbing into your chest
crying onto that sweater i wear from time to time
when you hold me
and i cry
i feel safe
pretty much this is my ramblings. they are most likely offensive, and pretty much just whatever pops into my head. I generally don't edit them, i usually write them in my notebook while i am out. or i have a thought and just go. Oh if you think its about you. it totally is. because the world revolves around you alone. so get over yourself. also i use a lot of sarcasm. if you can't handle it you probably shouldn't read these.
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- ItsAtomic
- i am a product of society and media influence. i plan to break it. however, i tend to be more bark than bite.
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