Tuesday, December 15, 2009

god damn it

everything breaks
even plans
especially the ones you make with yourself.

i just zoned out.
had a lovely thought
of sitting in a window
watching the rain
maybe watching the sea or some body of water.
maybe even a river
drinking tea.
smoking.
being happy.
wearing an oversized sweater
hair up
glasses clean
no worries.

then i was rudely pulled out.
by your breathing.
your sniffling and snorting.

and i was so looking forward to being alone.
but alas.
that day shall come.

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