pick me up

i just want to leave
i wish i had a car
because then i wouldnt have to wait around
i wouldnt have to hang around an extra day and be miserable.
i could go home
sleep
spend the day with people i actually care about

but no
that wont happen
because i have no ride.
and too much stuff for the train.

i just want to leave
to run away
i hate it here
i feel so cooped up

i dont understand how people are enjoying themselves
i am miserable

and poor
and so fucking stranded.

because i dont have anyone willing to come get me.
willing to show a small amount of care
i cant fucking take it

i cant be here anymore.
fuck this

i just want to spend time with about 10 people.
and that wont happen
because of transportation

so please
please
PLEASE
just pick me up.
im stranded
and alone....

pick me up.....